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The Garden Will Grow Without Me

by JAGUA

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1.
You’re really cool Everyone knows your name You’re super famous And you hate it what’s the point You dont know You dont care Wearing tearing Caring Is hard to do Alone
2.
Tearing Peace by peace Swallow the hard pill I fall low Below the evergreen I seem to situate myself suffocating sensation In a foreign place Far enough from home Enticing but broken All alone Below the evergreen i seem To situate myself I feel Something Rather nothing I mean something to you Growing Mold and soaking down the bottle Cutting all the seams for me Swallow The hard pill Swallow The hard pill (i’ve seen your face, before)
3.
MUSH 03:03
Make sense of this make sense of what I can't make sense of anything mush I'd like to eat healthy but, well its expensive to eat healthy bruv I'm losing my hair and losing my thoughts i’m 27 In need of back support fuck man i need to look after my body more but what do I use my body for? MUSH (look after yourself man) MUSH I’d like to be more in touch with my family but i have been raised to Think different My dad told me to go against the societal pressures now well im lonely Cus no one makes sense to me man, and i'm moving down a path that wasn't meant for me and i try not to laugh cus eventually the plan was just to buy a little house for my mum and my dad MUSH And well get there i fucking promise, MUSH Now we’re back to problem a, problem b fucks problem c to problem d i'm losing sleep, black sheep cus im wearing black reeboks at the family reunion and i don't know anyone, Man, can you get me a drink excuse me now who do you think that he is, i think that he's alan and debbie's kid Oh well that makes lots of sense cus that kids fuckin weird MUSH Yeah i’m weird MUSH Yeah I guess i’m a little bit more frustrated and upset that ive let out I'll admit it alright I can't pretend that nothing hurt me man, and i wish we spent more time together i wonder how that would have been I remember i was only 10 years old when you told me no I don't have a grandchild, my existence was null. On the car drive home, i would have sold my soul, and its weight in gold to feel no more I couldn't know, i couldn't know nothing about love or the way its meant to feel Fuck i saw my friends who had their grandparents over for christmas man, fucking christmas man, i only ever saw you at your husbands funeral and i realised where i got my spark from and then you died and i never fucking saw you again Does it really matter Shit i guess not Fuck Fuck ya h’s at the start of the word Middle t ignore you, i prefer to sound absurd, Thursday hit the thrift there sorry im inconsistent My english isnt insufficient ya fucking dickhead In addition im causing mischief fuck i thought i pissed you off for saying a word like Mush wot? Mush wot? Mush
4.
:) 01:45
Hi What ya gonna say today Summin on ya mind mate? I know i can see your face Its a crime to keep it inside Hi guys, did ya have a nice time outside? (yes we went to the jungle gym) Ya went to the jungle gym did ya see shade? Ya seen shade? Is he having a nice day (Seems so) Well thats nice mate I hope hes doing well ( i tried to help) I hope hes enjoying what hes writing up there (ill help everyone else but myself) I’m sorry i cant hear you ive got a song playing in my ear Im recording it on this telephone device thats yellow (im talking about togetherness) Match it with my lighter i like to smoke till i feel higher in the sky This was a song i was probably gonna use But now its special because my friends walked in whilst i was recording So i might keep this for myself To look back at when im sad I like the look of what we see ahead
5.
Artificial light Pouring down your spine Fabric meant to hold you tight Simulate my life Grow old and die Why save time? This conversation might Bore you half to death Its hard to see my mind When i hide behind my chest So sad to see you cry Things always stay the same Look at my reflection now Dont hide away in shame Grow old & die Why save time Repeat, repeat the same decisions Try to help me but i wont listen Seems so easy so why the resistance smoke and you smoke till you choke on the friction Same old me i try to hide it so save your grief For someone else, for someone else, for someone else.
6.
WHATISREST? 01:39
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hole 02:41
I think i've done too much again I think im torn between my heart and my head I can feel a thorn at the side of my chest Who said it best? I can't afford to be the same as the rest so What is rest? So much stress there's so much mess and i can't Believe a sign of success is what everyone is dressed in Im poorly thin, ive fallen in, im 4 feet deep and ive got 2 more before i cant see shit I'm walking down the sidewalk again And everyone looks the same So don't be stressed about it Walking down the sidewalk again Everyone looks the same So don't be stressed about it Don't be stressed about what, is it cus I cant finish a fucking thing that i start well it was And i must sound fucking skittish when i laugh Let's discuss Something fucking different from my scars just because I feel different from you I get depressed when i get shit on my shoes I know all about what it feels like to lose Fucking everything i fall for anything and now instead of heavy things i do anything Pull up on every string Run up and over ting Pull up my shoulder string Bootstrap bill over board with a rubber ring Ran out of diamonds pearls and all the bloody finer fings but that's a minor ting Walking down the sidewalk again
8.
Do you care about What do you say you do? Is it all pretend? Remind me who Who you are? I can't quite remember I know i've seen your face Before Who are you?
9.
comfort 02:55
Watching all the pretty people lie on a mattress of needles I feel queasy Oh such beautiful people Peaceful, Aren't they? Smiling and laughing, They don't know anything. Comfort me I will be lying down soon Please leave me A chance to say it, you see it? Save a life In the corner of the room i better get Or take some time Oh such beautiful people here And it terrifies me Me i will decay With everything Comfort me Over the rabbit hole Oh i'd rather be alone I've started something else, again.
10.
Wasting ya time away gazing into pixels Peeling then grow hurray living for the impulse Oh it's so sad to say You’ve not been influential Careful the time you waste cus life is fucking mental What a mundane and boring place it seems You're hooked on the high That she gives oh thats my dopamine Wasting ya time away gazing into pixels Peeling then grow hurray living for the impulse Oh it's so sad to say You’ve not been influential Careful the time you waste cus life is fucking mental What a mundane and boring place it seems You're hooked on the high That she gives oh thats my dopamine **(Awaiting drayco verse)**
11.
Come stay, i couldn't, even if, i wanted too, i wanted you Why do i replay arguments in my head ] whenever I feel off base i can see anywhere else but I couldn't stay, even if i wanted too i've wasted my breath Counting away with every sec I see emotions in beams of light I do my best to well fucking try won't you Listen For a second mate I wanted too Everything i've refused intentions People are calling me Hope is a funny word Fall in fall out of the love I couldn't stay Even if i wanted to I wanted too I wanted you I wanted too I wanted you I wanted too Come stay, i couldn't, even if, i wanted too, i wanted
12.
i’m scared 02:24
Now what the fuck am i meanna do? When i see my friends in bad places When the uv light hits their eyes in the face i feel the pressure Bloodshot cries at the sky And as your visions getting better The more i know the more im scared the more i hear The more i know i aint prepared for this Cus what the fuck am i meant to do When the sun goes down I love you man im scared What a plastered fucking arsehole But he must be quite the laugh though I bet his friends don't know the half of the lifestyle of that bastard I know his face from my fucking past bruv I know i wasn't looking at the man i knew An animalistic twisted sadistic bruv im fucked Im wavy don im shaking bruv whats that fuck fuck Im shaking bruv hes seizing fuck i cant breath ah man im freezing fade black but life ain't a motion picture It might be so get your shit checked It's unlikely Shut up dickhead it's so likely get your shit checked Wheres ya rhyme g get your shit checked Fuck a rhyme g get your shit checked get your shit checked get your fucking shit checked Cus i love you man im scared Oh come on man i know shits hard, i thought i fucking knew you man, i would have done more I should have paid attention we’re confined to conventional, communication, i can't say shit only when im faded its fucking wasted fuck. What the fuck am i meanna do? I love you man im scared I love you man im scared I love you man im scared Na fuck that I love you man im scared
13.
focus 05:29
14.
luv yrself 06:08
Hello Never mention what's going on Pay attention What's going on? With everyone We never talk or have fun The sky is grey today but no one seems to mind If they fade away the weed can make me blind Lemme ask you, Do you even care? Or are you just here So heres your fucking chorus Cus i need to sell my art For it mean anything So heres your fucking chorus Cus i need to sell my art For it mean anything So heres your fucking chorus Cus i need to sell my art For it mean anything So heres your fucking chorus Cus i need to sell my art For it mean anything Why do we wait For someone to pave the way? It doesn't make sense Why should it? Are you well? Say something Say something else What if it doesn't make sense? Why would it? I don't mind going down Pick me up when you care Love yourself.
15.
A symbol a ripple the decay of youth Overflowing Never knowing But i wanted to You were meant for more You were meant for more Disregard decompose Make your point, worth its weight in gold. You were meant for more You were meant for more Disregard decompose Make your point, worth its weight in gold You were meant for more You were meant for more Disregard decompose Make your point, worth its weight in gold

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“I grow plants for many reasons: to please my eye or to please my soul, to challenge the elements or to challenge my patience, for novelty or for nostalgia, but mostly for the joy in seeing them grow.”


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released February 19, 2024

All songs Mixed & mastered @ PRISMIC SOUND by chase richman
All lyrics written by Josh Alan gibbons
The artwork is the collaborative effort of maya gerig & jag
scans supplied by nic supa
photo by zachary fajardo

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